mr lim and coach spoke to me yesterday... i kinda realised that i have been focusing on the wrong stuff and all... i don't wna elaborate here cos there are certain things that i'm not willing to share... nevertheless mr lim sent me an sms last night which made me realised that i have in a way misunderstood him all this while... not in a too mean way just that i think i judge people too fast and it has cost me many relationships like how i used to detest wei wei=P

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anyhow, spoke to jiemin about life and stuff... i realised my bestest friends are the ones who really put alot faith in something which makes us click... and coincidentally they are all christians... on the other hand i'm the direct opposite, cos i find religious stuff really blah(hope it doesn't offend anyone)... and we wondered if it was better if people only had a superficial understanding of you but thought they knew you very well v.s. they don't even know anything abt you... well... each of this describes the team's impression of me and jiemin and you can go guess...

i spent last night searching on blogs on the recent stan chart marathon last sun.... it's really nice reading people's experiences and going ooooh i had that feeling before.... you know a really long distance like 21k really gets you on a oomph runner's high as you run faster and faster.... long time since i got that feeling but HAHA it's great...

okay i'm really hungry BYE